A Talk for Carly
So, my sister-by-heart Carly is getting married on Saturday, and I gave a little 'talk' at her shower...I've had lots of ladies ask me to post it so here it is...
So? This is it. It is actually happening. I am giving a devotional at your shower
Carly. I was trying to remember how many
times Calvin and I sat on our couch chatting about the perfect man for you. Encouraging you that one day, you would have
a cool ‘story’. Remember how you loved
mine and Calvin’s ‘story’? Do you
remember how we also had to have hard conversations where I was sure you would
be mad at me for a long time for telling you what I really thought you needed
to hear? Or the very last couch chat we had when you came up to puppy sit for
me and you had finally settled it in your heart that you were going to find the
one God had for you. Someday.
I found a quote that I really like. “Marriage is a journey
toward an unknown destination – the discovery that people must share not only
what they don’t know about each other, but what they don’t know about
themselves.”
I have a thousand memories of you Carly, the quirky little
curly haired girl who always had a smile for everyone. I feel like I’ve known you for ever, and I
feel like I watched you grow from that quirky little girl to an amazing
woman. You are special to me Carly for
so many reasons; I’m so excited for you.
So, this is a ‘wedding’ devotional. What should I say? Should I tell you that one of the most
important things someone EVER told me was to not let the little things become
big things? Calvin and I have been
married almost 15 years, and the truth is I really like being married! I married my best friend….but there are days,
I look at this man and wonder if he knows me at all? Communication is SO
important Carly. Don’t expect that Steve
will just ‘get’ what you are trying to say.
He won’t. Sometimes you need to
spell it out for him. Sometimes he will
have to do the same for you. Remember to let your ‘YES BE YES and YOUR NO BE
NO’. If he asks you something and you answer with what I call the shoulder
shrug ‘no’ even though it really is the ‘nod your head yes’, then don’t be
surprise d when he takes you at your word! Enjoy ‘being’ with each other….when you like
hanging out together then the conversation flows easily. There are some staples YOU need to do,
yes. You know that God sanctioned
marriage, and it’s a good thing. HE is your ever present help! There are days when you will pray, “Lord Help
ME not say the thing I REALLY want to say’.
Then there are other days when you will say ‘Sorry Lord, I shouldn’t
have said that’. (Those are the days
when you will also need to say sorry to Steve!)
Be quick to forgive. This is a lesson
that took me a few years to learn. When
Calvin and I would argue, he would often say sorry first (a wee bit of a
control thing on my part) and I would still be feeling hurt so I wouldn’t
forgive him right away. I would want to
FEEL like I could forgive him. Guess
what? Sometimes, you need to behave your
way into a situation. You need to say
you forgive him and feel your heart soften towards him. It actually works.
I am so happy that you found someone who loves you for all
your awesomeness Carly! Someone musical
who can spur you on to be the best Carly you can be. I’m so excited to see who ‘Carly Hutton’
becomes! Who she grows into…who she is
on her best days and her worst days! I
have heard people say to make sure you let go of the fairy tale of what you
think marriage is. Here is what I think
marriage is. It’s hard. It’s soft.
It’s fun. It’s boring
sometimes. It’s repetitive. It’s exciting. It’s cold toes on the back of a warm
leg. Its toilet seats up and socks on
the floor. It’s being vulnerable like
you never have been with another person.
It’s sexy. It’s sometimes not so
sexy. It’s never being alone. Also…it’s NEVER being alone. It’s funny.
It’s frustrating. It’s a learning
curve.
What a wonderful time in your life that you are about to
begin! Have fun, this is the time in your life that little girls dream of. I
know my girls are already planning their weddings!
Remember your wedding is only one day and your marriage is
forever. Enjoy every moment!